So good They're one of my favourite bands and I've seen them before but I was really excited to see them again. Simon Neil is my favourite man, ever. So beautiful :') Anyway! It was in Brixton, which as Ive mentioned before is one of my favourite venues ever. Doors opened at 7 but we wanted to get to the front, so began queing at half 4ish. There was only about 5 people infront of us and we played games with them whilst we waited. It was absolutely tipping it down with rain so we got soaked but it was worth it.

There were two support bands. The first were Pulled Apart By Horses. I'd never heard of them but theyre were alright. I liked a few of their songs but the way they were on stage was a bit over the top by the end. They threw themselves around so much it was a bit like 'really?' by the end. The next were Manchester Orchestra. I really like them. I'd also seen them before and I just find them so nice to listen to. They're heavy but not harsh as my mum said (;

Biffy tiiiime. SOOO GOOD I was right at the front in the middle, just behind my friend Ross. He stood infront at the barrier so I wasnt as crushed. Some fucking annoying guy kept trying to get the barrier and thought a good way to do so would be to elbow my shoulder so much I'd eventually move. I didn't move though, I just told him to fuck off which he ignored, so I bit him. Actually bit his arm. He was elbowing my face, I'm not having it. The set list was amazing, a perfect mix of the new album and old ones. Machines was beautiful, it was literally just Simon, an acoustic guitar and a single spotlight. I could have cried...I didn't though because I'm tough.

I eventually rolled in about 2am, feet killing and tired and hungry, but it was an epic night

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It was good. Not as I expected but I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing. We spent the morning being taken around by some annoying tour guide. He had one of those voices that make you want to stab yourself in the ears, kind of like Brian Blessed. We then eventually got let out for lunch. We ended up in McDonalds. Despite coming all the way to London and ending up in the same place we usually do for lunch on our normal college days, we had a really nice break. We spent time with the other girls in our class, that until recently we hadnt spoke too that much. Theyre so lovely. I never had anything against them in the first place but theyre all very different to how I thought they'd be, and theyre so funny and sweet. Generally really nice girls.

In the afternoon we had this workshop thing. We were in groups with a team leader guy. Ours was called Joel, he was nice and wore baggy trousers. We were told to create an idea for a short 5 minute film that would have no dialogue and would be filmed around the Movium. We were also given a choice of costumes that were amazing. Our film was about a Princess, stolen by a goblin, an saved by a prince. It was shit, but James prancing around as a Goblin was the best thing I have ever seen in my entire life.

Fireworks tomorrow! It's always so tacky and the bands that play usually sound shit, but it's a tradition, yanno? We turn up, grab some chips, go sit down and watch the fireworks across the river before going back to someones house to stay over (:

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This Halloween has been a good'un. It was Owl's 18th birthday on Saturday, so we all went out on Friday night for a meal and drinks to celebrate. A few of our group came back from Uni for the weekend so it was so lovely seeing everyone, we all got to chat and catch up, it was almost sad when we said goodbye at the end of the night.

We got home fairly late and I stayed at Owl's. We werent very tired so made a little fort in her lounge. To be honest it wasnt exactly a fort, but we put the sofa cushions on the floor and made a big comfy mattress type of thing infront of the TV with sleeping bags and all that jazz. I love her house so much, the general cozyness of it all is so comforting. We laid down and started to watch a shit horror film we found on Sky. Owl kept dozing off and finally fell asleep, I wasnt tired at all so took advantage of having the TV to myself. 46" screen I tells ya! I flicked through for ages, watching bits of South Park, Saw 5, Girls Of The Playboy Mansion, Wife Swap,some interview thing with Ricky Gervais and this weird thing I found called Party Mama's, basically My Super Sweet Sixteen but with 7 year olds and its all arranged by their parents, before finally getting to sleep at about 5am.

We woke about 10 and I sang Happy Birthday in my gorgeous morning voice. Owl opened her presents, her mum made us bacon sandwiches and we lazed like sloths watching Pocahontus sing-along edition until 12 when I left. Just beacause we're grown up doesnt mean we have to act it. I didnt speak to her for the rest of the day but she spent it with her boyfriend and I'm sure she had a really nice day

Last night I was planning to go to a halloween party, but about 2 hours before it got cancelled and just changed to a 'gathering'. Popcorn, scary movies, minor dress up, that kinda of stuff. I went as some weird backcombed hair, goth thing. Even I don't know what I was. I just wanted to backcomb my hair.

Overall, a really nice couple of nights

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So Friday night I saw Green Day at the O2 Arena.

Before I went I hadnt listened to them in ages, had heard hardly anything from their new album and was only slightly excited because it was Green Day, a band I would have killed to see when I was 13-15 and I finally was.

Without a doubt, one, if not THEE best gig I have ever been too.

Everything about it was fucking amazing. The sound, the set list, the stage set up, the lighting, the pyrotechnics, EVERYTHING. Without sounding too over dramatic, there are no words to explain how much I enjoyed this show. The support was Prima Donna. I hadnt heard any of their stuff before I went and I can't say I was too impressed. They were on for a fair bit as there was delays with trains and whatnot so people were fairly late turning up and the arena was quite empty. I think its really good they postponed the show for a good half hour or so just to make surepeople had time to get there, if it were Me who was late I would have been gutted.

As the show began, straight away my love for Billie-Jor Armstrong was rekindled and I remember why I was so in love with him years ago. He's one of the best showmans Ive ever seen. One of those who just seems to know what to do, as if it all comes naturally to him. He knows how to work the crowd. One thing I liked most about the whole gig was how he was always pulling fans up on the stage with him. Throughout the gig he pulled up about 8 people each at different times, hugging each of them before letting them sing with him for a bit, even telling a a few after to run off the extended 'runway' part of the stage and stagedive and letting one [the luckiest kid in the world] sing the whole of Longview, one of my favourite Green Day songs. Another thing that pleasently shocked me was the setlist. There was a equal mix of old and new songs, playing only 3 or 4 from their new album and the rest from International Superhits e.g. She, When I Come Around, Welcome To Paradise etc, and American Idiot e.g. American Idiot, St Jimmy, Jesus Of Suburbia etc. THEY EVEN PLAYED BRAIN STEW! It's not one of their most famous but its amazing.

They ended on Wake Me Up When September Ends and Good Riddence as expected. As expected again, they were beautiful. I honestly could have cried, which is sad as fuck, but just shows how amazing it was. Whilst playing to 18,000 people, Billie-Joe Armstrongs voice and single acoustic guitar can still affect you in the same way as if youre listening to a CD at home on your own.

I did this gig no justice, but Oh My God. I can't say amazing enough.

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I haven't felt myself lately. At all.

College is shit, I'm starting to really not enjoy it at all. The work is fairly okay once you get the hang of it, but my motivation is nowhere to be found. I leave everything till last minute and even when I do the work, I always read through it after and know I could improve it drastically but never do. People there are pissing me off. Well one person actually. There a few other people who I try to make the effort to talk too but I never know what to say. Plus I don't know why I bother most of the time because they don't make the effort to talk to me. They'll talk to my friends when I'm right there and yet they still say nothing to me. They'll even hug them goodbye yet don't even SAY bye to me. I really don't think they like me. I wouldn't care if they didn't and I knew why, but they don't even know me yet and they seem to not want to get too either. Thank god I have Emma there or I simply wouldn't bother.

I saw my friends who I haven't seen in ages last night. We ate chinese and watched a film at Luci's then Fae and I ended up staying over. I got the bus home at 8 this morning with them on their way to school, I was still wearing last nights clothes, had no make up on and just looked and felt like a tramp to be honest. It wasn't until I was on the way there beforehand that I realised I hadn't seen any of them properly in well over a month, well since Reading Fest in mid-August really. Half of our group are at uni now and the rest all see each other at sixth form so there never seems to be group things outside of school arranged anymore. I had a pretty shit day at college and I was hoping seeing them would cheer me up and make me snap out of this weird feeling I have going on right now, but it really didn't. They even said I seemed quiet, and I tried to get involved with their conversations but most of the time it was about school and I didn't know what they were on about so just sat feeling a bit left out.

I don't know what the fucks wrong with me?! I hate feeling like this. I'm so nostalgic about last year and summer and its annoying the hell out of me. The only thing that seems to be keeping me half sane is Blur's discography, which even then is mostly just 'The Universal' on repeat. I just want...something, something really good to come along and make me snap out of this.

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We recreate murder scenes in my back garden.
That's Emma, she's 18 on Friday! I'm more excited about it than she is :B

I watched the Sex & The City film last night. I hadnt seen it since it came out in the cinemas and couldnt remember much of it, but I cried my eyes out. Just when I'd stopped crying, I started again. It was bloody ridiculous. It made me want to live in New York so bad, SO BAD. I SHALL live there for at least a year sometime during my life. Then I'm back to London. If we don't go there with college I will cry. I'm happy to go to LA, college, but I'd rather you took me to New York like we originally planned.

Now I'm going to listen to Tiny Dancer one more time before I go to bed. G'night.

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1.Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
help them

2.Your best friend tells you he's really a woman/shes really a man - what do u say?
"...show me your wang"

3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
today :')

4.What is the last thing you spent money on?
a strawberry milkshake

5.Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month?
I never seem to lose or gain this year, which sucks major arse

6. Cheesy or cool doritos?
cool. cheesy ones smell of feet

7. The first person on your friends list called you a twat. what would you say?
"bitch"

8. Congratulations! you just had a son, whats his name?
Oliver

9.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Juno

10.What are you craving right now?
love

11.What was the last thing you cried about?
i missed someone, but it certainly WASNT whilst i was listening to Elton John...

12.When you buy something and your change is 2 pence, do you keep it or tell the cashier to keep it?
keep it

13.What colour are your socks?
black

14.Do you have a ceiling fan in your room, and if so, is there dust on that fan?
there isnt a fan, but if there was, yes it'd have dust on it

15.What is the last voicemail you received about?
"call me, bitch"

16.Have you ever blocked someone on Facebook before?
yes

17.Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
when my nan had a heart attack

18.Do you wear a name tag at work?
no

19.What kind of car do you want?
one free with a 24hr driver

20.What do you order when you go to Starbucks?
caramel cream frappachino

21.Have you ever had a garage sale?
when i was 7 my friends down my road and i tried, but failed

22.What color is your ipod?
silver

23.What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
lager...ergh

24.Are you happy right now?
im alright

25.Who came over last?
owl

26.Do you drink beer?
at parties theres always tons, so owl and i being underage and pikey, take smartprice lemonade to the party and make shandy...

27.Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
yes

28. What is your favorite key on your key ring?
the one to my front-front door. the shiny one

29.What was the last movie you watched?
the wrestler

30.What is in your pocket?
lipgloss, train ticket, college id card, 16-25 train card and a few loose coins

31.Who introduced you to your gf/bf/husband/wife?
mrs archibald in year 3

32.Where do you hurt?
my thigh

33.Has someone ever made you a build a bear?
yeah

34.What's something fun you did today?
bugged emma all day

35.What is your favorite aisle at Asda?
the bread one. it smells good and i always seem to see people i know there

36.When is your birthday
april 30th

37.Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror?
nah

38.How many cities in the UK have u been too?
a fair few, i dont count to be honest

39.What kind of milk do you drink?
none. milk is vile

40.What are you going to do after this?
go to bed, watch sex and the city and cry

41. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
emma and gina

42.What is something you need to go shopping for?
a card

43.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
no

44.What kind of car do your parents drive?
...a blue one

45. Are you rich?
no

47.What color is your couch?
beige and brown. so sexy

48.What famous person do you look like?
bam margera

49.Does someone like you right now?
yes

50.Say you were given a pregnancy test right now. Would it be possitive or negative?
hahaha
negative

51.Flap jack or Shortbread
flapjack

52.Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
my uncle

53.What are your plans for the weekend?
was a party, but it was cancelled cause people kept dying in our town. imma book a hair cut probs

54.Do you like the colour green?
fave <3

55.Who was the last person to send you an text message?
verity

56.Last restaurant you went to?
err iunno. pizza hut?

57.How many hours did you sleep for last night?
bout 5

58.Do you swear in front of your parents?
yes

59.Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
im texting verity...maybe her

60.Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
yes

61.What is your ringtone?
Place Your Hands - Reef

62.What were you doing at midnight last night?
saying goodbye to rob

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To be quite simple, they were pretty damn amazing.
I might be biased, seeing as I'm a huge fan anyway, I was at the barriers and it was in my favourite venue for any gig, Brixton Academy.

I have no pictures as I stupidly forgot my camera, but everything from the music, to the support band, even to the lights were amazing. I nearly cried through Teardrop, it was beautiful.

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Police and Ambulence were called straight away, but they werent needed. Aaron and Steve crawled out the crushed windows and ran up away from the car. Not a mark on them! They're both fairly bruised and one of them had a scratch on his arm and that was apparently from crawling through the glass! They have got to be two of the luckiest people to be alive!

Life is amazing.

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Yeah I don't care about time,
I want your body and mind.
Yeah we've got tonight,
And nothing left to lose.
I don't have any answers,
I'm willing to take chances,
I don't live in the past, yeah: I care about you

I don't care about people, take that thought and make it illegal,
I've had enough with equal,
This fear and seasonal blues.
No one aint ever bring you flowers,
Yes I've been drifting for hours,
With silhouettes and summer showers,
That shine like you do.

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So I plaited my hair and Mother said I looked like a farmer, just missing the checkered shirt and wellies.

I start college again on Thursday. I can't wait. I'll moan as soon as I'm back there but I've gone about 3 months with no routine at all and I want it back. Plus fingers cross I'll meet lovely new people like I did last year...bar a few...Lee.

I also can't wait for it to start getting colder. Again, I'll moan as soon as it does, but I love winter clothes. So much more than summer for certain. Coats, cardigans, gloves, scarves, hats and boots. I'm so looking forward to it. Plus I really want to buy these sort of biker looking boots that my mum said she'll buy me when it gets a bit colder out!

I'm supposed to be going to see Jimmy Carr on Tuesday. My friend Grace bought tickets ages ago for her, Sam, Ally and I, but she can't go now and so we have a spare ticket and no organisation as to how and what time we're getting there at all. It's two days away! We need to sort this out but I know it wont be til Tuesday afternoon.

Yesterday we got a new guinea pig. We had the two, Oscar Wilde and Magwitch, however a week ago Magwitch died. It was dead sad...I cried As Oscar needed a mate as he would've got too lonely without one, we went to get another yesterday. We got a little baby one! It's ridiculously cute. He's so tiny! His name if Bert. Jack says it's spelt Burt, but I prefer Bert, looks cuter even if Burt is funnier to say :B

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My past 4 days were spent at Reading Festival

V last week, Reading this week. They've made my summer! A group of about 18 of us all went up and luckily found a space in green camp, big enough for all our tents, with a fairly big bit inbetween which we used for a campfire area. It was pretty much the perfect spot, not too far from the actual festival arena and just the right distance from first aid and the toilets [which were vile]

We got up there by about 12 on Thursday, set up all our tents and just generally spent the day looking around the place settling in and that. We tried the toilets, they were as expected, awful. Theyre basically a row of about 6 cubicles, back to back with another 6, and its pretty much just a hole on a box in there, and everyones 'waste' goes into the long drop below. They didnt smell too bad at first, but by the Sunday I couldnt even walk past them without needing to gag. The arena ones thankfully were far better.

We woke up fairly early on Friday and took the shuttle boat to Tesco to buy some breakfast food and use the toilets there before the acts began at 12. On the way back to the boat we passed Dougie and Tom from Mcfly. It was quite bizarre. Owl, Sam and I literally walked past staring at them before thinking 'OHMYGOD' once they'd passed us. We're Mcfangirls you see We got back, ate our food then headed over to the festival. That day we saw Manchester Orchestra, Alexisonfire, Tim Minchin, Fall Out Boy, Florence + The Machine, Friendly Fires, Jamie T and Marmaduke Duke. They were all really good but my favourites were certainly the last 4 I mentioned. We were right at the front for Jamie T, on the big screen and everything I had origanally wanted to see Kings Of Leon, but couldnt resist Marmaduke Duke in the end. I caught a little of KOL whilst waiting for MD and from what I saw they were good, but the crowd didnt seem that great and the atmosphere from where I was wasnt anything compared to that of Marmaduke Duke's.

Saturday was quite a relaxing day at first, that just ended up going bad, then good again haha. We started the day at the signing tent where I met Fightstar and Spinnerette. Meeting Spinnerete was amazing. For those that don't know, Spinnerette are made up of Brody Dalle and Tony Bevilacqua from The Distillers. I'm a big Brody Fan. BIG FAN. She's the women on the banner of this blog and just ridiculously hot. I met her with Li, who is also a big fan, bigger than me. I mean meeting Brody is like her dream, she actually cried after and was shaking the whole time bless her. After we headed back to camp before going out again to catch the 'secret' act, after hearing rumour of who it may be. Turned out the rumours we'd heard were true and it was Them Crooked Vultures, Dave Grohl [Foo Fighters] and Josh Homme's [Quens Of The Stone Age] new band. I went to the toilet halfway through and on the way back bumped into Shanade...STiCKs13...and hung out with her and her friends whilst they played They finished so I wandered off to find my friends before heading over to see Maximo Park and The Prodigy.
Prodigy were amazing, despite the crowd I was in being full of dickheads who thought that starting a mosh was simply pushing one another into people who are just trying to dance. They finished and the crowd to get out was so bad. It was by far the worst crowd I've ever been in, and it wasnt even for a band. I got hit in the stomach and began to have a panic attack which was scary as fuck. Luciky this guy grabbed me and yanked me to the side before getting me some water and making room so I could calm down. I've always been slightly claustrophobic, but I've never had anything this bad before. I was crying and couldnt breathe and blaah it was horrible. We finally got out the crowd and I sat down for a bit before watching Arctic Monkeys. They were pretty dissapointing, playing a lot of their new stuff rather than their older things I prefered. So we headed over to the NME not knowing who was on, we just wanted to go in a tent to keep warm. Turned out it was Gossip, and they were amazing. Beth Ditto is amazing.

Sunday was my best and worst day haha. I felt so rough due to a cold I'd had since V the week before, and some horrible thing wrong with my tooth that had made my cheek start to swell a little. I woke up feeling and looking awful, I cried, I moaned about everything, I cried some more, then my friends tucked me up in my tent again like a child and I napped. They're lovely girls, them I woke up a few hours later, stocked up on paracetomol and headed over to the Alternative tent to see comedians Kojo and Adam Buxton, of Adam and Joe, with Fae. We watched them and ate doughnuts, it was nice. We both wanted to see different bands after so I went to see Passion Pit whilst she saw Brand New. Passion Pit were amaaazing. One of the best I saw. I thought they'd be good but they were way better than I expected. We met again after to watch Vampire Weekend, who played a mix of old and new stuff, and their new stuff sounds really good! After we split again, I watched Yeah Yeah Yeah's whilst Fae saw The Gaslight Anthem.
I was quite dissapointed by YYY's. Karen O kept shouting 'Woo! Yeah! Sunday! Reading!' over and over and I really dont know why, it was quite funny after a while. They were good, not as good as I'd hoped though. I met Fae again after and we watched Bloc Party. I love Bloc Party. I've seen them a couple of times before and they're always amazing. I can't wait to see them again in October. Next were Radiohead. I'm not a fan, I was hoping seeing them live would change my mind but no. Don't get me wrong, they were extremely good live, and if I liked them I'd have loved it. But I just find them boring. I was glad they opened with Creep though. Apparently they havent played it live in 8 years or something? I dont know, that sounds odd to me but if so it was nice as its the only one I really do like. I didnt take any pictures today, 'cause i looked so dreadful. We went back to camp after and everyone was setting fire to things etc, scary stuff but I had a good last night

Laura gave me a lift home Monday morning, I showered as soon as I came in and despite my cheek swelling up more so I look half like a hamster and my tooth killing me, it was laaavely to spend a nice day inside. Overall, despite my health problems I had a really good weekend!

As good as V? I cant decide. Both were amazing. They've made this summer one to remember!

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Get it? All the names of songs in there...of the artists who performed..yeah? yeah? Forget It.

Emma and I spent the past weekend at V festival in Chelmsfod. We woke up dead early, got little sleep, spoke in Australian accents, quoted 'I love New York', ate chips, got stuck in crowds, broke shoes, lost sunglasses, met Biffy Clyro, laughed at some lady who's nipple was out, saw Ellie, saw Frankie, saw a majority of South Woodham Ferrers, avoided portaloos, got hit on by random men, touched peoples bums, discussed hot people, helped people sneak in for free, ate chips, drank coke, danced til our feet were numb, sang a bit and saw some dead good bands.

It was such a good weekend

On the Saturday we saw:
Mcfly, Mr Hudson, Red Light Company, Taylor Swift, The Script, Dizzee Rascal, Lily Allen, The Saturdays, Happy Mondays, Calvin Harris, The Killers and Fatboy Slim
The best were probably Dizzee, Calvin, Fatboy Slim and Happy Mondays. The atmosphere for all of them were just amazing, especially Dizzee and Calvin

On the Sunday we saw:
Ocean Colour Scene, James Morrison, Biffy Clyro, Katy Perry, Paulo Nutini, Elbow, Met Biffy Clyro, Lady Gaga and Snow Patrol
Due to 'NOasis' pulling out [viral laryngitus, sure], Snow Patrol were made the new headliners. They were amazing. I wasnt much of a fan before, but they created an amazing atmosphere and were probably one of the best bands I've seen live. Biffy were also amazing, performing and to meet. We got hugs and Simon Neil smells divine.

Bring On Reading This Weekend

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Before I start, good luck to everyone who gets results tomorrow!
I dont know why I'm really wishing you luck, to be honest you dont need it now, you needed it a few months back when you were actually taking your tests...anyway!

I am veeery excited for the next couple of weeks! I've got V festival this weekend, a family thing next tuesday, palsn with a friend for wednesday then on Thursday I'm travelling up for Reading Festival!
I figured out earlier [after working out how much Ive spent already on the festivals] that by the start of September, I would have spent a total of around £400. Thats on tickets, travel to Reading, camping stuff, food, drink and all that stuff...thats mad.

[x] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test.

Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total: 6

[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.

Total : 11

[]Pulled Down The Fire Alarm.
[x]Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x]Took Pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[x]Listened to an iPod , CD , etc… During class.
[x] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ]Failed a class test.
[x]Ate food during class.

Total : 19

[x] Gotten a call from school.
[]Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x]Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x]Gotten a detention and didn’t go.
[xtwo fingers, i dont use the one cause im too cool]Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x]Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.

Total : 24

[x]Faked your parents signature
[x]Slept in class.
[x]Cursed at a teacher to their face
[x]Copied homework

Total: 28

MULTIPLY BY THREE
Then Repost this & put the Title as “I've screwed up __% of my teenage school life” and tag the people who helped you screw up your school life

I've screwed up 84% of my teenage school life!? I WELL miss school!

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I've mostly always felt comfortable with my sexuality, but the atmosphere of the whole day just made me feel really comfortable and happy. With homophobia being one of my biggest hates, it was so nice to know that everyone there hated it just as much as me, it was actually lovely.
On the way home we got talking about the labels in sexuality, with bicurious being the main thing we discussed. I don't know if I particuarlly like the term. One because I don't think anyone should have to be labelled as anything anyway, and two, as my friend pointed out, we often find and know so many people, girls mostly, using it as an excuse to slut around and just make out with who they want to try and impress others or something as equally as lame. In a way I'm being slightly hypocritical as I'm partly bicurious, however I seem to find myself in the opposite situation, meaning I know I'm attracted to members of the same sex, however I'm not sure about the opposite. So yeah, I guess what I'm trying to really say is, I dont like people who label themselves bicurious when theyre not. I'm so shit at explaining myself but I hope you get what I mean.

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Theres no reason for this post to be honest and the only reason im writing is because im writing it on my new phone. Not only do I have no private life due to this blog, facebook, myspace and twitter, but I now have no private life on the go!
Its ridiculously exciting, I havent had a new phone for over 5 years, let alone a good one.

Okay I've made my point, I'm now going to go make some popcorn and watch Back To The Future 2, which is the best one in my opinion.

Cheerio

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If anyone dare tells me life like that was only in films, I'll cry.

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Tomorrow I am off to Brighton for Gay Pride! A group of friends and I from various places around the UK [Chelmsford, Basildon, Wickford and the Isle Of Wight...alright so not too many] are meeting there and it should be dead good I'm looking forward to it much even if it means I have to be up at 6 to catch a half 7 train to be there for half 10! I'm taking my sexy bigass camera so I've no doubt I'll post plenty of pictures when I get back

We FINALLY got our Guinea Pigs. Jack's is called Magwitch, from Great Expectations, and mine is called Oscar Wilde Theyre lovely. I will take picture of them eventually but I'm having to much fun just playing with them right now. We're going to get more soon. Well Mother insists we arnt but I'm sure we will. We got them from a rabbit and guinea pigs rescue centre, and mother fell in love with every single one there, even if one of the did pee on her...bahaha.

Also, I ordered a new phone. The phone I posted about when talking about what I wanted for my birthday. I got it on offer for a contract of £15 a month! It's a weeks deal thing and I'm sooo looking forward to it getting here. I know its only a phone but I havent had a new phone since I was 11. I'm 17 now. EEEEEK

G-NIGHT! X

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I give you Jack, part 2:

*Mother hangs up phone*
Jack - Who was it?
Mum -- Just one of those 'youve won a holiday' things
Jack - Oh yeah, they rang earlier but I threw up
Me --- What!?
Jack - ...Hung up

Jack - I'd love to be a housewife.

Mum -- Jack!
Jack - What?!
Mum -- Stop hoovering the dog!
Jack - She likes it!

Mum -- That's a nice picture of you both
Jack - No it's not. Hannah looks like Bam Marg...the one she likes off Jackass, and I look like Freddie Mercury/JJ off Skins
Mum -- Whic...
Jack - The boy not as good looking as the other two
Mum -- Oh, but you always look like hi...
Jack - Don't even say it

George - She's so moody, I think she's on her period
Jack --- Ah mate its just tough for her, she's mourning the death of her egg

Me --- My eyes just look so much better with eyeliner
Jack - *mumbling* Mine too
Mum -- What?
Jack - Um...I like your top
Mum -- These are my work clothes, Jack
Jack - ...I'm going upstairs

Jack - I'm washing up, bring the glasses in your room down
Me --- Yeah, okay
*10 minutes passes*
Jack - Hannah!
Me --- What?
Jack - Bring those glasses down or I'll fill your mouth with fairy liquid and make you clean it with your tongue!

Jack - What do my legs look like?
Dad -- Skinny as fuck
Jack - Perfect

Jack - Do you ever like, look at shop mannequins and feel sorry for them because all they do is stand in windows all day, being plastic, wearing clothes with the labels still in?
Me -- ...What are you about?
Jack - ...I..dont know

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I got my lip pierced on Wednesday. It didnt hurt, but it swelled up delightfully yesterday and this morning, making my lip look friggin ridiculous as I have fat ass lips anyway.

I did have a picture, but deleted it 'cause I looked like a fag.

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And then we'll do it again.

we rarely take photo's at parties...it makes our facebooks look like we do nothing.

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Heard it a few days ago on beloved Radio 1 and fell in love instantly, meaning I was really surprised to hear it was Black Eyed Peas. I'm not huge fan of their other stuff, and Fergie's voice usually does my head in. It was produced by David Guetta, and I really like a lot of his things so I think it plays a big part as to why I like this.

I like a lot of songs, but the reason I posted this is because I also LOVE the video. I love videos that just look fun, and to me this really does. I hope to make something based on this next year on my film course that I'm very much looking forward too!

I'm thinking it'll go to number one, agree?

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I look different lately. To be fair I feel different too. I dont really know why or how even, its most likely hormones.

Oh to be teenage.

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La Roux has slammed RnB music, labelling it "empty" and "lyrically really bad".

She added: "You shouldn't be selling records because you're half naked - if you want to do that, be a porn star."

I wish some people would just keep their mouths shut.
RnB is hardly my favourite genre either, but I don't feel the need to go badmouthing it. I'm sure a lot of RnB singers don't like her music either, but as far as I know, none of them have said anything about it to the extent of what she's just said. Congratulations La Roux, you've got yourself a bit of publicity out of all this, which I suppose is an alright thing if you dont mind sounding like a narrowminded tit.

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I've realised how much of an old person I'm turning into by wethers originals, moaning about how my back hurts and watching deal or no deal, coach trip and come dine with me everyday. I'm so cool it hurts

Right, I need to go clean my house now Mothers gone away for the past few days and I've hardly been keeping up with chores ¬_¬

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It's had its good times aswell as it's bad, but I just really havent been enjoying myself too much this year. Maybe because I had an amazing year last year I'm comparing and just wanting it to be better, which I should already know is going to be hard as I loved 08 so much. Ironic really as last year seemed so stressful with my GCSE's, Mother and Stepfather problems and generally finding out who I can trust and who I cant, but like I say I loved it. It seems their was always something going on, good or bad, and it was exciting. However 2009 has been fairly stress free and I'm not used to it. I have no exams to revise for, I finish college early whilst my closest friends still attend sixth form til the end of July, and my next gigs arnt lined up til the end of August! V and Reading Festival arrive sooner, I beg you.

Pfft. It's nice to moan, isnt it?

I've had such a bad past week...bar Friday and Saturday...they were alright. But yeah, this last week seems to have been filled with stupid, rude, arrogant and selfish people and plain boredom. College is awkward, shit and is starting to make me sad now rather than annoyed. My closest friends have all finished their A Levels and are all celebrating with one another, leaving me feeling a bit left out as I didnt have to do them and Mother is driving me absolutely insane.

This post has been naff and basically full of me self pitying. I'm such a hypocrite.

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So today I was bored poo-less. My Aunt came over and her and Mother spent the whole afternoon talking to each other so fast I could barely understand a full sentance each of them said. I hope I'm like that with my friends one day, maybe we're like it already? I dont know but it's nice.

So anyway, I came online and about 8 people were on MSN, and they were the kinda people who you dont really know why you have thier email addresses because you never speak to them. I searched through facebook and found nothing to amuse me so came on here to read through some of my older blogs. I found my '100 things about me' list, and looked at the date to find it was exactly a year and 2 days ago I posted it. A WHOLE YEAR...and a bit! That's mad! So much has changed since then its unreal. So...as youve probably guessed, I made another. I struggled once I'd past the 70 mark, but it long with Spotify kept me busy most of the afternoon

Ta'dah!;

1. I have a feeling this list is going to be harder than my last, and I’ll try not to repeat myself too much.
2. Most of my friends know me as Snellz, a nickname given because of my surname.
3. I cringe when some people call me it, aka Mother.
4. I don’t actually call my parents ‘Mother and Father’, I’m too common.
5. I live in a small town in Essex. It’s old people central and surrounded by fields but I like it.
6. I have three piercings....rock and roll.
7. I love Kat von D’s tattoos.
8. I don’t like Lee’s tattoo.
9. I’ve kissed more girls than boys.
10. I’m probably a lesbian, seriously.
11. I may sometimes be ashamed of the things I’ve done, but I’ll never be ashamed of who I am.
12. I’m not as opposed to marriage and children as some people think I am.
13. I never understood love at all till I was about 13, the idea that two strangers could meet and grow such strong feelings for one another seemed impossible too me. I’m not saying I understand love now, I doubt I ever will, I’ve just got a better idea about it all.
14. Bro’s before Hoe’s, always.
15. I look like a cabbage patch doll.
16. I have a lisp.
17. Some girl shouted ‘ugly’ at me the other week. Ironic as she looked like a troll.
18. I have Oral Fixation, its really not as dirty as it sounds.
19. I’m pretty much addicted to Fruit Pastilles but not the green ones.
20. I won’t eat green jelly sweets, not because I dont like the taste of them, I just dont like the idea of eating them.
21. I'm probably keeping the newsagents in buisness with this addiction.
22. I like scones with butter and jam.
23. My Father is a proper freak but I love him.
24. I never realise how much I love being home unless I’ve been somewhere else for a long time.
25. I have 5 siblings. 1 biological brother, 1 adopted sister and 3 stepbrothers and sisters.
26. I wish at least one of my Siblings was older than me.
27. I’m an idealist.
28. Sometimes if I think I’ve eaten too much in the day, I’ll drink mugs of water until I feel sick and cant drink anymore. I dont know why.
29. I’ve watched 5689 videos on youtube.
30. At house parties, my friends and I always play ‘Rollin’ and sing to it at least once.
31. When I hug people I like to see if they smell good.
32. I love when people smell good.
33. I’m very different to how I was this time last year, just ask my friends.
34. My favourite animals are Giraffes.
35. I have a scar on my finger from a fight when I was 15.
36. My ringtone is ‘Anyway You Want It’ by Journey and I sometimes get funny looks when it goes off.
37. Sometimes I wish I had stayed with my friends and attended Sixth Form...just sometimes.
38. My train ticket to college costs me £7.60 and it takes me 2 trains and about an hour to get there.
39. I’m moving onto a video and moving image course in September.
40. I hope for a career in film, and one day I want to take Owl to an awards show so she can wear a gorgeous dress.
41. Emma is half the reason I go to college. She’s FAF.
42. Refer to people as FAF with me, and I’ll want to be your friend.
43. I like my tutor group and I’m a bit saddened I won’t talk to everyone in it as much next year.
44. I can’t believe I finish my media course in 2 weeks.
45. I’m sarcastic nearly all of the time.
46. I've no doubt I annoy a hell of a lot of people because I'm nosey and sing 24/7.
47. I’m really interested in the story of Sid Vicious and Nancy Spungen and will read anything about them.
48. In fact I’m interested in any stories about people on the alcohol/drug abuse scene, like Amy and Pete.
49. I used to think a celebrity breakdown looked glamorous, and I still think a part of it does.
50. There are no words to describe how much I look up to my parents.
51. Cancer runs my family, and I’m pretty sure I’m going to get it.
52. I’m not exactly scared of dying, I just really dont want too.
53. I’m always knackered and have ugly bags under my eyes.
54. The front cover of my gig scrapbook is made out of an old record and it’s pretty amazing.
55. I might try to learn real guitar instead of Guitar Hero, then again I might not.
56. I miss being 7 years old and playing on my swings with Nicky and Amy.
57. I’m obsessed with Come Dine With Me repeats.
58. I live in a clean mess.
59. My room is made up of a bed, photographs and clutter.
60. My hands are rarely cold, Lyndon and Sam joke I’m made of fire.
61. I like girls with bows in their hair and boys in top hats or bowties.
62. I have a skin condition called Dermatographic Urticaria. It’s nickname is ‘Skin Writing’.
63. I wish I could rap or beatbox, because I’m one of the last people you would ever think could.
64. I’m really not that into fashion. I like nice clothes but otherwise it doesn't bother me too much.
65. I wear matching underwear 99% of the time.
66. I dont own any hoodies, but I own over 12 cardigans.
67. I give people dirty looks if they litter, including my friends...Charlie ¬_¬
68. I love listening to Sam play the piano.
69. I’m not and never really have been intimidated by social status, this is my favourite thing about me.
70. I think this is also why I’ve rarely felt like I need to conform to anyone or anything.
71. Saying that though, I often daydream and imagine I’m a whole different person.
72. I rarely say ‘I dont care’ if I really do.
73. I always wake up with a random bruise if I was drunk the night before.
74. I’ve got ridiculously big crush’s on Lily Allen, Reggie Yates and Tom Fletcher.
75. I still punch my friend’s arms when I see a yellow car.
76. I wish I had the looks and voice of either Lily Allen or Gabrielle Aplin.
77. I suggest you youtube Gabrielle Aplin, she’s talented.
78. I get jealous when people have really good costumes at fancy dress parties.
79. If my eyes water, I like to sing “I’m not crying” by Flight Of The Conchords.
80. I’m pretty sure I’m an undiscovered genius. I just dont know what for yet, or if I can be bothered.
81. ‘Latikas Theme’ from Slumdog Millionaire and ‘River Flows In You’ by Yiruma are a couple of the most beautiful songs I’ve heard.
82. I miss school terribly.
83. I find it hard to move on.
84. There will always be a special place in my heart for Green Day and actually cant wait until I see them in October.
85. Lyndon and I are either taking the piss out of people, taking the piss out of each other, singing classic rock in his car or confusing people about our sexualities.
86. Nerimon is my favourite person on youtube.
87. I saw Twilight in the cinema 4 times, all in the space of 10 days.
88. Danny Boyle is a hero of mine. He’s simply amazing.
89. I can’t wait to see the film ‘My Sister’s Keeper’ as the trailer alone made me cry.
90. If anyone turns up to my old school’s prom in a Hippy Van, I will be extremely pissed off they copied what my friends and I did last year.
91. I dont like children that much.
92. If given the chance of free plastic surgery, I’d jump at it.
93. I listen to Radio 1 everyday.
94. I love Sundays where I wake up late, then spend all day lazing in the garden with Mother.
95. I wish I looked good without make-up, as I cant wear it for longer than a few hours without it finding its way down my face.
96. My eyes water all the time.
97. Over this past year I’ve grown a lot stronger emotionally.
98. I listen to songs on repeat all the time and often overplay them.
99. On weekends I’m rarely asleep before 3am.
100. My charm bracelet, charm necklace, DSLR and Video cameras are my favourite belongings

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