2009 has been preper naff so far. Like PROPER NAFF.
It's had its good times aswell as it's bad, but I just really havent been enjoying myself too much this year. Maybe because I had an amazing year last year I'm comparing and just wanting it to be better, which I should already know is going to be hard as I loved 08 so much. Ironic really as last year seemed so stressful with my GCSE's, Mother and Stepfather problems and generally finding out who I can trust and who I cant, but like I say I loved it. It seems their was always something going on, good or bad, and it was exciting. However 2009 has been fairly stress free and I'm not used to it. I have no exams to revise for, I finish college early whilst my closest friends still attend sixth form til the end of July, and my next gigs arnt lined up til the end of August! V and Reading Festival arrive sooner, I beg you.
Pfft. It's nice to moan, isnt it?
I've had such a bad past week...bar Friday and Saturday...they were alright. But yeah, this last week seems to have been filled with stupid, rude, arrogant and selfish people and plain boredom. College is awkward, shit and is starting to make me sad now rather than annoyed. My closest friends have all finished their A Levels and are all celebrating with one another, leaving me feeling a bit left out as I didnt have to do them and Mother is driving me absolutely insane.
This post has been naff and basically full of me self pitying. I'm such a hypocrite.
